Psychobabble

I'm a firm believer that you can learn a lot about someone by analyzing the way that they play games. Whether it be basketball, football, video games, or party games, you can see a lot in a person by the way that they compete. You can see if people hate to have things not go their way. You can see the way they handle defeat, the way they handle success. You can see their level of humility. This is why I feel like I can learn more about somebody by playing a game with them than most other things, including having a conversation. Most of the time, first conversations are filled with bullshit and fronts(I'm guilty of this, but I'm constantly working on it lol.).

I think this also works, although not nearly as well, with watching movies. Some people are loud and obnoxious, regardless of whether or not other people are trying to enjoy the movie and would rather not hear their random mumblings(yeah, random mexican people at Palm Promenade, I'm talking to you -_-). Some people get way too into the movie, and get way too mad when the protagonist gets knocked down. Some people are trying so hard to not be scared that they don't allow themselves to get soaked into the movie, and avoid enjoying the movie altogether.

I'm sure that there are several other ways to get to know someone without having to conversate verbally with them.

'Ello, Love!

In order to be truly sexy, you need to be the total package. It's not enough to have a nice body, to have a nice smile. You need to convince me that we would have just as much fun sexing as we would having a conversation about our outlooks on different aspects of life. You need to convince me that we'd have just as good of a time being quiet and enjoying each others company as we would when we're conversating nonstop for hours on end.
All that time you dedicate to making sure your makeup's right, that your outfit's tight, is a nice gesture, but you need to convince me that you're beautiful regardless of whether or not you pampered yourself up for me.
One thing that is never described as sexy, but imo should always be included in the list, is character. If you seem like a genuinely good person, that catapults you several levels above these other dirty, grimy hoes.
My father died early, so I grew up fast. I'm independent and I need time alone and you need to understand that, and encourage that. You need to be able to argue with me, support me when I'm right, and prove me wrong when I'm wrong.
Our conversations need to flow well. I'm content to let you do all the talking, but I like to think that I'm intelligent and bright enough to contribute a wealth of knowledge to most conversations.
I need to pay for you every once in a while so I can have that false feeling of providing for you. At the same time, you need to prove to me that you're just as willing to provide shit for me.
You need to have a go-getter attitude. You need to not be scared of breaking down barriers, of going against the norm. You need to throw away most everything you believe in when it comes to chivalry and "things that guys/girls have to do."
I'm shy, but I promise you that if you can break down my shell, I'm a really interesting dude.
You need to push me to do extraordinary things, things that I would never do if it weren't for you.
This eliminates nearly every girl in the world, but when I find you, it'll be completely worth the wait.

It's Yours

Yo I find it highly disturbing how I can't fall asleep. I've figured out that the thoughts and trains of thought that run through my mind before I fall asleep are often the most important thoughts I'll have that day. Sadly, when those thoughts are disturbing, it ruins my ability to fall asleep, and the thoughts start to eat away at me lol. This overthinking business is gunna be the end of me, I swearrrrrrrrrrr

stupid facebook

I took one of those socialinterview things on facebook, and it asked me to "describe your wildest fantasy."

I have no idea how to answer this question.

Do Me a Favor

I love women's fashion, no homo. I wouldn't be able to tell you too much about anything, other than I have a great appreciation for it. My appreciation is similar to that of a guy who couldn't tell Brandon Roy from Kevin Durant, but loves watching basketball and appreciates the hell out of it. I'm that guy when it comes to women's fashion.

When it comes to women's fashion, I love summer as much as the next guy. Girls be showin skin like no other, and I think it's fucking greattttt. But I think i enjoy women's fashion more during winter, when they get really creative imo, wearing boots, scarves, jackets, sweaters, jeans, beanies, and a bunch of other things. Damn I love winter. haha

Dammit

Excuse me for the lameness of this post. I know on the lameness scale, it's somewhere between getting wet because a car ran over a puddle while you were walking by, and below having your dog die. I think of random stuff like this when im drunk/high on some mushy love song shiet, but i'm sobering up right now and I can't stop killing myself over how weird I am for feeling some of this stuff haha. But I'm gunna finally relent to my mushy side and post something mushy.

Have you ever held hands with someone and not thought it was lame?

Have you ever held someone and not wanted to let go?

Have you ever opened up to somebody and told them stuff that you were too afraid to tell yourself?

Have you ever wanted to hit someone so hard that you break them in half?

After breaking someone in half, have you been so apologetic and sorry that you felt indebted to them forever?

Have you ever sung to someone, not caring at all that you can't sing to save your life?

Have you ever seen a couple holding hands and gotten jealous?

Have you ever been pissed that you didn't have someone to cuddle up with, drinking hot chocolate, watching a movie with?

Have you ever been hanging out with your amigos, gotten bored, and wished for nothing else but to be with that one other person?

Have you ever actually wanted to know and cared about how another person's day went?

Have you ever had a song remind you of someone you liked, and played that song on repeat for hours, just to soak in that high?

Have you ever looked someone in the eye and felt completely vulnerable? And enjoyed that vulnerability?

Ya kiddin me?

It sucks how you have to stroke someone's ego each time they do something little. Obviously you don't have to stroke their ego, but they expect it to come, and if anything else comes out of your mouth, you're the one in the wrong because you didn't feel like complimenting them.

You should do the right thing everytime, regardless of whether or not you'll get praise for it.