Tennis

I promise to never be an obstacle to you becoming the person you need to be. I always want to like, help you along your path, to like, being the best you can be.

When we say yours conditionally,
These are unconditional promises of love.




This album is absolute crack btw.

Mac Miller

This was saved in my drafts. Unleash the drafts!

Mac Miller's death is fucking me up. I've never really been a fan of his. His music always felt like fratboy chic. His voice was too grating for me. His fan base felt like those guys who are into that "real hip hop, not the bullshit on the radio nowadays."

But his last few projects were really good! I still wanted to hate on him, but the projects were so good that a hater like myself couldn't deny how good the art was. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't objectively say that his music was bad!

And that's exactly what the fucking artists should do. Make an end product that's so undeniably good that even your detractors have no choice but to like it!

So now he's got me on his side. I'm at parties telling people how good his last album was. How he's talking about his personal and mental health issues and how is clearly genuine, not someone who's jumping on a hot topic.

And then news breaks that he's passed away from an apparent overdose. My friend tells the group chat and I read it after coming back from a meeting. The news fucks me up for the rest of the day! I can't focus at work anymore. All I can do is think about how sad this is. He was 26! So much life in front of him, so much potential, so much great art he can give to the world. He could have continued to turn haters into believers.

But drug abuse robbed the world of that.

You need to tell your loved ones that you love them. You never know, you might miss the opportunity to tell them for the last time.

And don't tell them that you love them with the expectation that they'll say the same back. They say that telling someone you love them is more of a question than a statement. More than telling them that you love them, you're really asking them if they love you back.

But fuck that! Tell your loved ones that you love them without any expectation of anything in return. Half the time I tell my loved ones that I love them, I don't even care too much what their response is. Even if they do respond and tell me that they love me, I take it with a grain of salt and think "you're only saying that because I forced your hand." My mind is so fucked up lol