no fairytale conclusion yall

its a damn shame how i cant make connections with some of my guy friends because theyre too far gone with maintaining an image of masculinity. i knowwww i could get really deep with them on some really good stuff but their masculinity serves as a roadblock

I Just Can't Make That Block

This and more at Love Letters From Dope People

What is This? This, this.....i dunno.

DAGNABBIT

Beauty in the Breakdown

ive been in a very simpin mood lately. picture me alone in my dimly lit room, singing/crying/sobbing along to frou frou's "let go."

then 10 minutes later, staring blankly at my wall while kanye's "blame game" comes on.

yet another 10 minutes later, picturing me with a girl, watching fireworks while "all of the lights" plays.

finally, another 10 minutes pass and i realize that what i want is a girl who'll "rub my head and tell me to relax" like in j.cole's "lights please."

i'm gonna look back at this post in a few months and want to light myself on fire lolllll

In The Cut

i think that im a very independent person. independent meaning i value and require space and time to be alone.

i realize, acknowledge, and even covet a loving relationship. but sometimes when im just starting to talk to someone i like, and we start playing the games that *are* necessary between two people who might like each other, and those games require some time, effort, and energy, i often think "fuck this. i don't need this. im fine by myself. i don't need to go through this unnecessary bullshit." i imagine that ive pushed some people away from me and even friend zoned some people as a result of my lack of effort.

i hate it when people post things like this

he lost his soul

one thing i try to do as much as i can is to try and experience a whole range of emotions. i wanna feel the worst of the worst and the best of the best.

i wanna know how it feels to be truly heartbroken. ive felt heartbreak before but i want to feel it a million times worse than i did

Not All Nice Guys Go Unnoticed

My friend says this is me. amor de mi vida

Overworking My Heart

My friend Ryan Esteban is a fuckin beast.

I'm Just In Awe Of What's In Front Of Me

Sometimes I feel like I'm not very unique. When I feel this way, I end up doing random/stupid things that make me feel less like I'm not setting myself apart from others

They Say Success is the Best Revenge

He's got a good grip on this art shit. Crazy how soooo many people don't understand these things

I've Been Found Out So Now I'll Never Explore

I often find myself in conversations with people who are much more witty and funny than I am. I end up saying things that are absolutely not funny nor witty. I'll catch myself and start tensing up, not wanting to taint the conversation with my boring remarks

I Was Strugglin To Get In, Left Waiting Outside Your Door

Get That Poop Out Of Here

”It’s very rare that I feel small around anybody, especially a woman that I like is just.. I am in a confident position right now. She is an amazing woman that made me feel nervous, man. She made me feel small, she’s an overwhelming being. Like she’s beautiful, talented and her personality is almost like scary. And for the first time a woman just brought back that feeling from when I was 17 or 18 and I appreciated so much, because you get into this position that sometimes you just get numbed to all those emotions that used to inspire you to write”

Let Us Go

struggling to find a good balance between my confidence and insecurities. too much of either is bad, obviously. its really bad for building relationships to be all insecure like this.

Addicts Arise When I Arrive

I can do this voice.

If Imma Do It, I Gotta Change The World Through Her

I'm not attracted to women who are have what I call the princess complex. They feel entitled to certain things because of their gender. They expect to be protected and taken care of by their significant other. I cant stand this damsel in distress frame of mind and try to keep my friends from falling into that line of thinking. I think we should all work to be independent and not be dependent on others.

That being said, we are all dependent on others for many things. But that doesn't mean we shouldn't strive to be efficient, functional independent people.

I agree with feminists on a lot of points because in the end, i believe that we share the same goals. We both want equality. People who have this princess complex aren't working towards independence or equality. They expect to be handed things that others have to work hard for.

Imma Keep Flirtin

My spring break anthem. Another one of those perfect "riding round the city on a sunny day, bumpin music with the windows down" kinda song.

You socked me in the balls and ran off

Lykke Li - I Follow Rivers from The Line Of Best Fit on Vimeo.

dammit i wish learning guitar was as easy as i thought it would be. i havent touched my guitar in damn near a year. i still dont know how to do anything with it, other than look like a complete idiot.

"Love is the Only Thing That Can Save Us All"

My Life My Life My Liiiiife

VCA 2010 RACE RUN

full screen this and try to imagine trying to hold in all that adrenaline

Hesher

hahahaha

;(

this brings me back dammit. long drives to LA for those damn family parties hahaha

Like and Move On

CUTE

Cat Days

I think it's bad to tell someone that they'll find someone who "loves them for them, flaws and all," without including the caveat that they should still continue to improve and become a better person. It'd be sad to take that advice to heart and stop trying to progress and become an even better person, all because they have hope that they'll find someone who "loves them for them." Becoming a better person greatly increases your chances and options as far as who you choose to get into a relationship with.

I Hope She Cheats On You

"I've argued this with a lot of people in my life. When people say God blessed me with a beautiful jump shot, it really pisses me off. I tell those people, 'Don't undermine the work I've put in every day.' Not some days. Every day. Ask anyone who has been on a team with me who shoots the most. Go back to Seattle and Milwaukee, and ask them. The answer is me -- not because it's a competition but because that's how I prepare."

Ray Allen on his shot. I'm guessing he's an atheist haha

Never Have I Ever

given a girl flowers
cried over a girl
bought jewelry for a girl

Look At How We All Turned Out

I think it's crazy that in a world that's slowly growing in tolerance(gay rights, religion, etc.), we're still widely intolerant of music and other arts that we individually don't enjoy.

If you want to create a nasty debate in a college crowd, you don't bring up religion or sex. You bring up the Black Eyed Peas or Soulja Boy.

Neil deGrasse Tyson

This guy is a motherfucking beast.

How'd It Get Dere?

Bill O'Reilly Teaches Kids About Science -- powered by Cracked.com

i know i know!

Pandora

I want to find a genre of music that in indestructible insofar as it is considered "good music", it can withstand being popular, and it is loved by everyone.

Your favorite music, despite how great you claim it to be, cannot withstand being popular. It can't get past the radio. Guaranteed.