i prefer the better things

i really hate when i have someone im close to but we haven't had a heart to heart conversation yet. its a lot easier to understand the decisions i make and the way i act after you learn about my past and what makes me tick. its hard to understand the context behind my behavior when you dont know my values and principles and whatnot. theres so much i would tell you if i knew that you would understand what im telling you in the context of me as a whole