Monday, September 26, 2011

kiss me

my acoustic guitar represents all the things i want to achieve

Saturday, September 24, 2011

I See You Lookin at Me

Band Rehearsal from MayerHawthorne on Vimeo.


Love this video. He sounds great live.

Btw, 500th post WOOTWOOT IMSOCOOLYEAH

its mr steal yo girl

chillin at a party, talking to a female acquaintance. she adds me on facebook using my phone. dude comes over, assuming im choppin it up, getting her number. she introduces us and he gives me the fakest, emptiest smile ive ever seen. shit was craaaaaazy. he'd be perfectly casted as a douchebag on a teen rom-com.

that shit catches me off guard every time it happens (not that it happens very often, but you get the idea). if only dudes knew how much of a friend-zoner i am, lol

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

i cant see a very long way

sometimes i think that i dont allow myself to get emotionally attached to too many things. i definitely feel emotions and understand why i feel these ways, but i havent cried in a long time. i dont put myself in positions that can potentially nuke me personally

Sunday, September 18, 2011

My Art of War Will Leave You Sore From the Abuse



"How's that soc degree working for you?"

OUCH

Friday, September 16, 2011

Caught Up

Theres a time when listening to your emotions is the most logical decision you can make

Gotta Fix That Calendar I Have

My schedule lately has been perfect. I've had just enough time to do what I want to do. I even had time to have a cute "Friends" marathon con mi mama. I can't help but appreciate the hell out of this

No Plan is Foolproof

Being a nice guy is a burden.

At times I feel like people act *differently* around me (i.e. *nicer*) around me because I'm generally a good natured guy. People who are normally jerks and assholes recognize that I'm a decent guy and reciprocate the positivity. However, I sometimes feels that this behavior is disingenuous.

One might say this is a good thing but in some cases I would prefer people to be more consistent with their behavior. (This makes sense because people crave and need consistency, not constant change and inconsistency.)

For example,
i cant tell if people burden themselves because they dont wanna be the guy who inconveniences "the nice guy."

im not a "good guy" so that i could receive these benefits; they're collateral damage of my outlook and behavior

my main reason for being such a well-natured guy is that i want to be a good guy. its an end in and of itself

Monday, September 5, 2011

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

No rhyme or reason

I am the king of friend zoning

Music snobs. Snobs in general

Drive stick really well. Drove in a way that made good mileage. Had great grammar. Spoke well. Great opinions and ideas

Friday, August 26, 2011

i dont have to leave anymore

im about to nut all over this final

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

It's As Natural As the Birds And the Bees

Today I got a text from my uncle in the Philippines that my other uncle passed away.

I remember in 7th grade, a few weeks after my dad passed away, I was disinterested in school. I made an appointment with my school counselor not so much so I could talk to soemone about it, but just to have a reason to skip class.

I went into her office, feeling terrible about what I was doing. I told her my situation and told her "I think i'm okay." She broke down and cried, which led to me crying.

I just wanted an excuse to get out of class; what ended up happening was an entirely different story

I Chopped Some Onions


Dennis Rodman 2011 Hall Of Fame Speech (VIDEO) by 3030fm

Where Are You Now

Kettrell was a leader at the after school program i was in during my elementary school years. He served as a mentor to me and I learned a lot about many things from him. While my Dad was off on WestPac, doing his navy business, Kettrell was teaching me how to be a good person and a man. He taught me how to play chess, something that sounds really small but was actually a really big deal in my life.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

don't take your love away

starting my day thirsty, ending it simpin

Saturday, August 13, 2011

So Many People Telling Me One Way

"There is only one reason to break up a relationship, and that's if continuing the relationship makes you unhappy. Some people are unhappy without enough sex, some can manage, but if one part is unhappy, that's a good enough reason to leave."

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

I Think I Have an Inferiority Complex

I've noticed two different personality modes I have. (I guess you can only have one personality, but you get the idea lol.) I have one where I'm very quiet, reserved and respectful. The other mode is where I'm very social, unfiltered and hilarious. I wish I could break out the latter more often.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

What Time Do You Get Off? I Wanna See You Tonight



Crazy how a seemingly trivial lyric can bring out such a strong emotion out of you. I love feelings like this

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Monday, July 18, 2011

tip drill



skip to 1:40 for a life changing tip

Sunday, July 17, 2011

#toyotapreviaswag



if you can watch this without smiling, you have no soul

worldtourawardtour



i was here for this

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

ive gotta find a way to bring the passion back

people confuse being a good flirt with being easy. guys and girls who are easy are often considered good flirts because they're more than willing to put themselves out there

you're like a whildphyre

I used to have this mindset that I would never date a girl who I didn't find to be intelligent. If she didn't have great grammar, didn't know basic facts that most people should know, or carry herself in a respectable way, I just wouldn't fuck with her on any kind of level.

I think that its not about their intelligence anymore, its about their curiosity. They don't need to be the smartest person in the world, but if she's not a curious person who wants to know more and is actively pursuing more and more knowledge, I'm not fucking with her

Monday, July 4, 2011

Thursday, June 23, 2011

some things are better inside of the store

im very much a pacifist. theres not too many things id get in a physical fight over. but if you have beef with someone and decide to get some of your friends and jump your enemy, thats wack as fuck. what does that even prove?

if you decide to be *dumb* and get into a fight, at least decide on a squaredance. mano y mano, one room, no weapons, just fists. go at it until youre done with each other and move on with your lives.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

I'd Rather Dance With You Than Talk With You

Her: I'm bored.
Me: Do you want to go for a bike ride.
Her: Nah.
Me: How about we go out for a walk and grab dessert.
Her: Don't really want to go out.
Me: How about we watch a movie?
Her: Don't feel like it.
... Her: (1 week later) Why don't we ever do anything?

LOL

Original link from Reddit

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Because I Always Feel Like Running

I'm c0nvinced that the best way to counter the hipster way of thinking is positivity and support. We should encourage anybody and everybody to find art(lets use music as an example) that they love and enjoy, regardless of said art's popularity.

Your friend enjoys listening to Drake? They love his wordplay, flow, and beat selection? Okay, thats great, be glad that they found something they love and enjoy. Pay no mind that he "sold out." Pay no mind that you could list 50 better MC's with wayyyyy better wordplay, flow, and beat selection. Instead, support your friend and be glad that they found something that they love and enjoy. Encourage them in their search to find art that they enjoy. That motivation to find art that they love will be the same motivation that they'll use to possibly find and get into art that you both find common ground in.

I personally get into music that I find some kind of emotional connection with (anything that hypes me up, gets me through a rough day, etc.) I dont give a fuck whether or not something is popular, unpopular, hipster, indie, or underground. As long as the music gets some kind of response out of me that i like, then I fucks with it. Hell, my favorite artist is Drake, and lord knows it's no longer cool to listen to him at all. lol

A good way to see if you're a hipster or not is to look at your response to one of your favorite bands becoming more and more popular. If you discourage the spread of, popularity, and success of their music, you might be a hipster.

A "better" way to look at their increase in popularity, is to support it. Fuck it, more and more people are liking music that you knew about way back when? That's great! That's what's supposed to happen. If an artist makes good music, people will respond to it.

If my friend comes to me, hyped as fuck that they found music that they love, then I'm happy for them. It doesn't matter that I might not fuck with that artist musically at all.

If a friend claims that they're a bigger fan of an artist than I am, and I know that there's no way in hell they're right, then I figure, fuck it, imma chill. I already know how big of a fan I am and how they're probably just getting into the music. I have no reason to circlejerk myself and stroke my ego. Let them circlejerk themselves and embarrass themselves.

I understand the hipster way of thinking. A friend explained it to me like this: Let's say you found an island that you thought was great. Great location, uninhabited, beautiful views, great everything. You build up that island by yourself. You're more than happy to take in that island's beauty, all by yourself, uninterrupted by any distractions. But eventually, more and more people show up and the novelty is gone. Now you can't stand all the people who turned your once serene island into a tourist attraction.

Ignoring the fact that that's not a very good analogy for a hipster's response to music, I do get it. However, no one likes a hipster who thinks they're high and mighty, cooler than everyone else. We've got to get away from discouraging people to find art that they enjoy and get back to encouraging positivity, love, and support for the arts.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

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