kiss me

my acoustic guitar represents all the things i want to achieve

I See You Lookin at Me

Band Rehearsal from MayerHawthorne on Vimeo.

Love this video. He sounds great live.

Btw, 500th post WOOTWOOT IMSOCOOLYEAH

its mr steal yo girl

chillin at a party, talking to a female acquaintance. she adds me on facebook using my phone. dude comes over, assuming im choppin it up, getting her number. she introduces us and he gives me the fakest, emptiest smile ive ever seen. shit was craaaaaazy. he'd be perfectly casted as a douchebag on a teen rom-com.

that shit catches me off guard every time it happens (not that it happens very often, but you get the idea). if only dudes knew how much of a friend-zoner i am, lol

i cant see a very long way

sometimes i think that i dont allow myself to get emotionally attached to too many things. i definitely feel emotions and understand why i feel these ways, but i havent cried in a long time. i dont put myself in positions that can potentially nuke me personally

My Art of War Will Leave You Sore From the Abuse

"How's that soc degree working for you?"

OUCH

Caught Up

Theres a time when listening to your emotions is the most logical decision you can make

Gotta Fix That Calendar I Have

My schedule lately has been perfect. I've had just enough time to do what I want to do. I even had time to have a cute "Friends" marathon con mi mama. I can't help but appreciate the hell out of this

No Plan is Foolproof

Being a nice guy is a burden.

At times I feel like people act *differently* around me (i.e. *nicer*) around me because I'm generally a good natured guy. People who are normally jerks and assholes recognize that I'm a decent guy and reciprocate the positivity. However, I sometimes feels that this behavior is disingenuous.

One might say this is a good thing but in some cases I would prefer people to be more consistent with their behavior. (This makes sense because people crave and need consistency, not constant change and inconsistency.)

For example,
i cant tell if people burden themselves because they dont wanna be the guy who inconveniences "the nice guy."

im not a "good guy" so that i could receive these benefits; they're collateral damage of my outlook and behavior

my main reason for being such a well-natured guy is that i want to be a good guy. its an end in and of itself

I am a misanthrope

I hate everyone