Saturday, October 29, 2011

Drop it to the floor

At times I'm underrated. At times I'm overrated. I like to think that because of this, I'm perfectly rated. If anything, I'm average to above average, and that's okay.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Last Name is the Same

When I browse the internet and see beautiful places in other countries that i've visited, i get this crazy surreal feeling. It makes me feel blessed to have taken in the surroundings. The view, the smells, the ambience. It makes me feel cool because I'm one of the few people I know who've taken in that experience.

On the other side of the coin, with that feeling comes a feeling of smugness. I feel so damn smug, thinking I'm in some way unique or cool because I've been somewhere or done something that other people haven't. I'm always trying to reshape my view on this. Instead of feeling smug because I've accomplished something others haven't, I try to act in a way that encourages others to feel the positive feelings I got when I first went through that experience

Monday, October 24, 2011

You Didn't Wanna Play Your Cards So Soon

Do I listen to this dark, edgy music that might lead deeper into emo-ness and sadness or do I fake the funk and listen to spunky, upbeat music and try to get away from being in a bad mood?

Tener es Tuve, Estar es Estuve

One of the things that scares me the most is dreading the day that I come out to my very religious mom and tell her that I'm atheist

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Dangerous Street Corners

When people ask me how I've been, I damn near always give them the same answer: "Shit, nothing much, just the normal shit. Nothing too big, what about you?" While it's true that I really don't have much going on other than school, I definitely have a lot to talk about; it's just that I choose to share those things with a VERY select few people in my life.

I'm so much more of a listener than a talker. Don't get me wrong; I can talk for days about certain subjects, but I very much prefer to listen to other people's opinions and thoughts on things. I know that there's many more people who are good at talking than people who are good at listening. I like to think that I'm in the latter. Knowing this, I try to fulfill my role as a "good" listener more than I try to fulfill my role as a talker.

Edit: (This was sitting in my drafts, waiting to be posted. I was gonna make this its own post but I think it fits in well with this one)

I'm not very vocal with my opinions and ideas. I'm very much content with listening to other people and their ideas. I think it's a great thing, to hold back on what I'm thinking and take the time to listen to people instead. Lord knows most people don't often have someone there to listen to what they have to say. I like to think that I fill a very useful niche in this way.

It blows my mind how much people have to say when you take the time to listen to them. Although it sometimes leaves me feeling like I want more people to listen to me and my feelings and ideas. I know I have a very easygoing, passive personality that might make it a little harder to sit down and listen to, but once you get past the wall I put up, I like to think that I'm a really interesting dude.

Crazy cuz back when I wrote this edit, I felt like I was unique in having this feeling. But after rereading it after all this time, I feel like everyone can relate to this feeling

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

I'd Reconsider My Foolish Notion



I did this with my friends when I worked in a restaurant.

Monday, October 10, 2011

You Know How the Story Goes

If I were an artist, I don't think I'd make my art for an audience. I'd make it solely for myself. So if someone were to tell me what to do with my art, I'd politely tell them to "fuck off, I'm not doing this for you."

Sunday, October 9, 2011

More questions, more answers

I've always been a very independent person who believes "i can do it by my motherfucking self." Damn near everything I need, I can do/provide by myself. But nights like these are when I'm sure that I still realize the value in being dependent on someone else.

I could really use someone to rub my motherfucking back. Being sick isnt cool :(

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Really Wanna Get to Know You

i think i miss going on dates more than i miss sex. am i going crazy? lol

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I Don't Want To Think This Through

There are MANY girls who I find attractive. Damn near all of them(hell, right now its all of them lol) have one or more things about them that I find unattractive enough that I wouldn't want to be in a relationship with them. I feel that this presents the perfect situation for hooking up. I might not like a few things about a girl, but that would have no real effect on whether or not we could hook up.

But I'm not that kinda guy. I catch feelings much too easily to even entertain the idea of hooking up.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Is Pious Pious Cuz God Loves Pious

I need a girl who I can trust to rub my head and assure me that I'm not a terrible person

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

He's Got a Strong Arm

a real bro will put off getting pussy to play you in madden. LOL

You Know What's On My Mind

the problem i have with the typical bachelor mentality is the way that it turns bros into competitive non-bros. two bros fighting over the same girl isnt cool at all. we're in this together bro!

Monday, October 3, 2011

Why Are You Trying to Control it

its crazy how some of the memories and stories i thought were the most important to me only 3 years ago have been pushed aside by newer, more relevant memories. i thought that i'd never forget those times(and still maintain that), but nowadays i dont even worry about those memories anymore. instead of being relevant stories that i tell to anyone i meet, those stories have been set aside, relevant only for reminiscing and those nights of sharing and story telling

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